Seems like my thoughts have been all over the place this past week and a half...I was starting to get mad at myself...LOL...but I am clear about what I want for my life at this moment in time..that might change... but I feel good about my process. Continuing to understand that there's a big difference between what u really need what u want..I had to come to terms with the fact that I've always felt that since I was a "good girl" that God should give me what I want..all the time. Kinda spoiled right?! LOL..I am meditating on the words of James 4:6.. U have not because you ask amiss. So I went to God again in prayer and said Lord..I want what you want for my life..no matter what it is...That is what has freed me here lately..with all the knowledge and revelation God is blessing me with ..I am still hard headed at times like everybody else...Especially when it comes to matters of the heart...I am usually a very loyal person and it's hard for me to let go or give up on a person..but I have had to release some things to the LORD against my will..I bless God for growth..
I am learning so much about myself now more than ever because I am truly for once and for all saying Lord search me....and then listening with an attentive ear to what he says about me..yall keep praying for me because I feel your prayers. I truly love all of you that I share my mind and heart with..Thx for reading and caring abt what I think...because I am surely not all that, but the grace of God is on my life
XOXOXO Love u with the love of the LORD!!!
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I was thinking that same way for awhile. It's terribly dissapointing because you wonder if God really sees your good works. I need to get back on James too, my minds dehydrating of bibical nurishment =O
But you know I'm praying. I'm just glad you seek the Lord =]
xo's n back at cha!
Thax for the feedback honey! YEP! I have learned the hard way that if you dont read your word daily..u slowly but surely become so deficient and when some real live stuff happens in your life..you're not equipped. Thx for the prayers and reading =)
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