Wednesday, August 4, 2010

GROWTH

Well its been 2 months since my last blog...way too long..A lot has happened... the focus of this blog is not what has happened,but how it has all impacted my future..I think that everyone can say that they have experienced a season in their life that served as a breaking point..It could have been precipitated by a number of occurences negative, positive, or a combination of the two. This breaking point usually cajoles a need a for action...Puts you in do or die mode...You're either going to finally do what you've always dreamed of or you're going to continue to let life, opportunities, and chances for growth escape you. Let me say that there is POWER in CONFESSION..often simply saying what IT is brings about self awareness and then healing. I've had to say a lot of things...I was once a person that held it all in until I couldnt contain it any longer(understand I am speaking in faith regarding that)So part of my journey has been simply opening my mouth and talking about how I feel.

My last blog was about letting go..I knew the test would come..it came and I had to take it, no way around this one. All in all I learned that everyone does not let you know when they let go of you. Sometimes we expect people to be accountable to us because we've allowed them to take residence in our heart...But we must remember that our obligation starts and ends with God and He is the only person that we should have that kind of expectation of. We have to guard our hearts with the word of GOD, and when we say we truly trust the Lord with our lives we have to show and prove!! He loves us so much and only wants what's best for us.

So I'm taking His hand and I REFUSE to let it go! Let's do this thing together yall! Let's get all that God has for us and trust even when we cant see the wonderful promises.

2 comments:

KiraNicole said...

"...often simply saying what IT is brings about self awareness and then healing..." SO TRUE kya!!!! speak it & make it rain boo...u have BIG dreams and I already see 'em coming to pass..keep speaking it and don't let His hand go as he leads you & opens the doors for you *muah* sho do luv ya!!!!

kya said...

*tears* Thank so much for reading, giving feedback and seeing that in me..I appreciate it!! Love you too! a whole bunch!